I put the crappy blog on pause. I put it on pause to give me time and space to figure out the "what next" but well, I am still figuring it out.
It felt good to be on pause at first. To produce NOTHING for anyone. For the past ten years I've never stopped producing stuff. Launching websites, selling jewelry, wooden toys, artwork, writing books, etc. This is the first time I have made a choice to NOT work on anything. To just take a break to figure out what to do next rather than jump on the first shiny thing that sparks my interest.
And you know what?
I'm getting bored.
And I'm confused and frustrated. I have no idea what I should do now, but everything in me is telling me that I have to so SOMETHING or I'll go crazy.
So. Now what?
I'm stuck in stuckness. It's a good place to be though because after the stuckness comes flow which is my favorite part. It will flow eventually. I just have to pick a direction.
Jonathan Harris wrote about Navigating Stuckness and it all resonates with me deeply. Especially the end section called Getting Unstuck.
Hmmmm, what was I doing at age ten?